this is it. this is where I say goodbye
for the last time. this is when I
decide never to think about you again
this is where I promise my friends no
more obsessing over him. this is the
last time I will ever speak about you
again. but I want you to know, you
mean the world to me.i loved you
more than i`ve ever loved anyone
in my entire life. I told you how i
felt. and you shot me down. what
we had was real. but I guess that
doesn`t matter to you. now I will
walk alone. with my head held up
high. i`ve realized I don`t need you
to complete me. I am my own person
& I don`t need you. so goodbye

If you two don't end up together that just means there's someone even more perfect out there waiting for you.

im the kind of girl that
falls into her music
dives into a scene

i rip up your picture
i break the cd you made me
i burn those notes you gave me
and i try to forget those smiles
but i cant so i guess i live off your love
thats why i hate you
i hate you because your so perfect
i hate you because simply
i love you more then you love me.

& even though i know he's a jerk
& i know that all he'll do is hurt me
i still love him . i still want him
& i hate myself for it

don't worry about me
in the end i'll be fine
i'm just the girl forgotten
the girl always left behind

Not All Scars Show*
*Not All Wounds Heal*
 *Sometimes You Can't Always See*
*The Pain Someone Feels*.

After all is said and done,
I still think you're amazing.
I still cherish every moment I spent with you,
every smile you brought to my face.
I'll be forever thankful
that someone like you was brought into my life,
even if you had to be taken away too soon.
See, you were my miracle.
You were the fairytale I got to live
I just want it back....

 
 
i sit thinking of the old you,
the you that i shared all those heartfelt memories with,
before you got up and left.
broke my heart and let me down
i sit here anxious and hoping that you'll call
or i will check my mail, and something will be from you
even tho i know nothing will happen.
at the same time i sit here hoping you wont call
and that you wont write me
that you will just leave me alone.
but then i hear the phone ring
or the little man on aol saying "youve got mail" and i jump,
my heart pounding hoping its you,
even tho in the back of my mind i dont want it to be,
my hopes are high, and then nothing
you shatter me everytime

As we sit together, I turn away,
afraid you would see the tears that are about to form in my eyes.
You ask if anything’s wrong. I smile, giggle, and tell you I’m fine but I can’t stop thinking about how much I wish that you were mine

I hate it when people ask me
If im "okay"...
Cuz its just another reminder of how..
____Im not...

I am a poet writing of my pain
I am a person living a life of shame.
I am you daughter hiding her depression
I am your sister making a good impression.
I am your friend acting like i'm fine
I am a wisher wishing this life weren't mine.
I am a girl who thinks of suicide
I am a teenager pushing her tears aside.
I am a student who doesn't have a clue
I am the girl sitting next to you.
I am the one asking you to care
I am your best friend hoping you'll be there

but in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
underneath the disguise of a smile.
Gradually, I'm dying inside.
Friends ask me how I feel,
and I lie convincingly,
'cause I don't want to reveal
the fact that I'm suffering,
so I wear my disguise
'till I go home at night,
and turn down all the lights,
and then I break down and cry.

D0N`T ask God to make life easier.
ask him to make you a stronger person.

So much emotion
I just don't show
All the heartache and lies
Nobody ever cares to know
Seems like i’m alone
By myself - This girl
Nothings ever going to change
** Its me against the world...

Have faith that things will work out for the best.
That whatever sent us off in different directions is the
very same thing that will bring us back together..

There's always gonna be that one guy
that no matter what happens between you
two, no matter how long you go without
talking, you never stop loving him.

Dont tell me you understand until you cry your self to sleep every night
until you wish it all would just end
dont tell me to understand until you know how it feels
to always be peoples second third and fourth choice.

No matter what your doing, or where you are.....
you can always have the best time, when your with
YOUR BEST FRIEND<3

i want someone who wont care that
i never wear shoes
that im incapable of stayinq still
that i cant qrasp the concept of cleaninq..
& i refuse to be lady-like
someone who realizes that half the desions i make .. i'll reqret
and i have the riqht to over-react at any qiven moment..
i want someone who knows im completly insane'
and they wouldnt want me -any other way

she has to believe that waiting for y o u is worth it
because she has no explination as to why she can't let go

there's something i need to tell you.
i love you, you know that i do, but..
i am just scared of so many things.
i am scared of feeling this way, &
i am scared of being so vulnerable.
but most of all, i am really scared  of
[ l . o . s . i . n . g * y . o . u . ]

its not what i feel for you its what
i dont feel for anyone else but you

I just can't wait  until the day I hear a happy love song  on the radio and don't wanna smash the damn thing

Because for me, it's always been you, always, and I've tried to fight it. I've tried to deny it  but I can't - you're undeniable

Everybody has problems
in their life..maybe i just
hide mine better than you do

So far I've learned that everyday of your life must be lived to the fullest. Life is about smiling, laughing, & crying. Life is about making the most of what you have & what you’re given. It's about keeping relationships & losing them. Life is about falling love & losing someone you love. Life was given to us as a challenge & it's not easy but you have to try & meet that challenge & make the most of it while you can cus you don't actually know when it will be your turn to lay down to rest. You only have one shot at life so make sure you take it with both hands & squeeze every little drop out of it you can.

There's always that time in
Everyone's life where they just
don’t know what to do
Anymore.

We're really young & we're gonna screw up a lot & you KN0W we're gonna keep changing our minds & our hearts & through all that the only real thing we could offer each other Is forgiveness. Don't let yourself get so angry that you stop loving cause one day you'll wake up from that anger & the person you love will be gone

i had the feeling that those looks you gave me
were real. what if i ripped your heart apart at the
seams. maybe then you'd know how i feel

Mentally, I have convinced myself that I'm over him.
I could stand right next to him & see him as just another guy.
But emotionally..I still see him as the only one for me.

For once in her life,
she just wants some one
to take a chance with her,
to show them that she can be worth it.

just once, i want to be hard to leave.
i want to be the one he's up late at night
thinking about. i want to be the one
he's telling his boys --- i think i love her

i'm messy & sarcastic & jealous & insane
& i'm standing here asking you to love me for all i am

there's no past tense in loving someone
it's either you do or you never did.

The girl who seemed unbreakable - BROKE
The girl who seemed so strong - CRUMBLED
The girl who always laughed it off - CRIED
The girl who never stopped trying - FINALLY GAVE UP

there's always gonna be that one thing
you wish for but never get; that one      
mistake you can.. never take back &&       
most of all, that one memory you would           
do anything for..  just to have it again

hey you guys.. i decided to restart this thing.. guess i am just really, really bored! i love you guys and i doubt you will comment cuz no one knows about this thing anymore! oh well, i will still do tons of quotes and icons if anyone wants any! i love you

taylor